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Insya Allah there will be more days like this! Wanna know what happened today?! Of course you do! That's why you're logged on religiously day after day! Thank you. A big thank you for all of you who have been following my thoughts through this blog. I am extremely grateful for all the kind comments, words of encouragement and well..."in-my-face" remarks. Thank you all. I hope I do not disappoint you... seems my life is getting a tad boring. I'll see what I can do with it ya?!

Event I - My 5th day into Puasa Enam! Count that! 5!!! Yeah!!! Mashi Hidup! Ahamdulilah!

Yup... 5 down... and Insya Allah.. one more to go! It's a good thing I do not have to go through menstural cycles. It's a real bummer when you need to fast and want to pray and stuff like that, especially when there's a "pay-back" system involved.

But I am glad I did do the fast. God has created this system of effectively combining 2 seperate occurances, one, an obligation, and the other a supplement, to make us all not feel too bad about what we did and what we didn't do! Ahamdulilah!

*The opinions expressed are solely of the blogger and does not reflect the views of whoever thinks they are entitled to an opinion that really matters to the blogger himself, i.e., Me!*

Anyways, I would like to think that I have gained a better margin on the days that I didn't fast for the month of Ramadan, ie, 7. So, in effect, even with the completion of the full Puasa Enam, I still owe one day. Let's look at it mathematically - 29 / 30 x 100% = 96.67%.

All right... now I'm pumping! Not only am I gonna achieve 100%, I aim to hit it out of the ballpark! Insya Allah! Yeah! Bring it on Satan! I'll fucking whoop your diddly ass back to the god-damm hole you came from and make sure you stay there. After all, I am Amir Hamzah!

But I must admit, I had it hard today. Was feeling really tired while I was out, and had a real bad headache. But Ahamdulilah! He gave me to push to make it happen!

I was out house hunting in the afternoon. Also, someone did want to have the bible that I was keeping for the past 8 or 9 years or so (never really got to using it), and went to meet her. She wanted to collect it over the weekend, but I really wanted someone who thought they needed it more to have it. I didn't have the heart to put it in the dumpster, it's not "haram" anyway. And mind you, though I've had it for nearly a decade, it's in real great condition! Ahamdulilah, I hope that she makes good use of it. Doesn't matter if she's not muslim. What matters is how good a person she is, and how good a person she wants to be. Insya Allah, more of us will be shown how wonderful the religion is, how beautiful with all it's poetry and stories and lessons to want to go through the challenge of learning His words. Insya Allah! And not only because they want to marry a muslim spouse!

Event II

It's Su's mother's birthday today. Actually, her sister asked Su if she wanted to join them yesterday for a joint celebration. In my wise (Ahamdulilah) opinion, I insisted that only the three of us, Su, her mom & me should go out. I do not deny I was a bad ass then (probably, to some people, I still am). I badly need a chance to prove myself again. To show her that I am not a loud-mouth ass jerk with a great butt!

Ahamdulilah! After maghrib, I took a bus down to the hawker centre opposite Goldenn Mile and met them there. Me being me, I took over the car to find a parking space. Ok, the carpark at the hawker can prove to be a little of a menance. Ahamdulilah, got one with little effort. The only problem is that I've not been putting on my glasses nowadays (I've perfect vision 6/6 but i use them for my night blindness). So I had to open the door while reserving.

Dinner was all right. Food was over-rated. The dye from the food is still on my fingers as I am typing this! Imagine what color my stomach is! Argh!!! No more tulang!!! Was having a really good time. Then decided to go to Zam Zam Restaurant to have more food, aka, Muturbak! Yeah!

Food was good this time! Yeah! had a great talk and laugh with both mom & daughter. Damm... I think her mom is beginning to feel that I am really gonna marry Su! And about time! Ahamdulilah! With talks about buying a HDB, and planning our lives... her mom would like us to stay nearer to her. Sigh... I really wish it was that simple. I've overcome my insecurities of staying near her mother, but I still cannot or rather not totally accepted the fact that the flats there costs as much as a condominium. The last transacted price on a flat in September was $525,000. I may as well buy a unit in Bayshore! But the fact is I want to get a HDB flat first to enjoy public housing subsidy. I cannot enjoy it if I get a private property first. Anyways... Insya Allah, He will show us a way...

Oh... I threw up from eating too much! Wahaha!!!

Event III

Insya Allah, Su & me will be getting married. When? Don;'t knwo exactly. But Su has this thing about getting married in an "old skool" mosque. And the one that she insists is Kampung Siglap. Not the new paryer hall, the original one which they are using as a Quran lesson thingy hall or room. I was on the horn with a nice lady from the mosque, and it was assuming that she found it so cute and unusual. Ok, she found it unusual first.

She explained to me that we would have to move out all the equipment in the room. Ok - no problem. It's gonna be ALOT of equipment - OK! NO PROBLEM! The thing is, I'd do much everything for Su (ok... circumcision would be soon... let me try to wash my pecker first without wetting my pants first), so, logistically, it MUST be solved. No worries. I can hack it. I've friends I can count on! Ahamdulilah! Oh... cannot have food in the mosque though. So it'll be a simple reception.

But really, the sweetest thing I heard today was when her mom asked:

Mom: When you both getting married?
Su: Next year... not too sure... but we aim for next year.
Mom: What if the flat doesn't come by the time you're married? So where would you stay?
Su: I'll stay wherever he stays.

*Aw...*

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03 Nov 06