Non Sticky Formula

I received 2 mails from Su. What a way to end the day! Ahamdulilah! Insya Allah, these would not be the end of it. How can I not ever be touched by words written with sincerity and praise. For it is not me who have effected the change, it is Him! Yeah!

My reflections for the day 27102006part 2

Salam my dearest dear

Alhamdullilah today went without a glitch.

This morning while doing my assignment, my mind was
distracted by thoughts about you.


Since last few weeks of Ramadhan, you have changed.

You are more calm, cool and collected.  It is such an
obvious change. You are more pleasant to talk to when
you are calm.  I always look forward talking to you.

I know it is daunting to talk about work and business
with me. Sometimes, i just dont get it. hehehe

You spit out less vulgarities nowadays.  My ears dont
sting that much and i understand you better. Thank
you!

moreover, you r less harsh on my mum too.  I realised
since we went for counselling, you dont bitch as much
about her.

You are also so obviously more patient with me.  you
take time to listen to my explanation and also u
explain to me your point of view too.

moreover, your positive thinking has done very well on
you.  Words like Alhamdullilah and Insya Allah are now
at the tip of your tongue and u sincerely mean those
words u said.

I love these changes!

I truly appreciate all the efforts and change for me.
( I hope I dont think too highly of myself hehehe)

Thank you ..and I thank Allah for letting me see these
changes in you.. syukur..

lots of laughs,
Suraya 

My reflections for the day 27102006part 1

dear dada...

u know what!

I feel sooo loved!!

Today you accompany me to school in the bus.

You held my hand in the bus and i look at you
disbelievingly.

I feel sooo loved!!

Today, u visit my mum and I. I get to play host to
you.  I love playing host to you. It is not a chance I
get all the time.

I feel so loved!!

You bought us a cake! so deliciously fresh!! So
thoughtful of you!

I feel so loved!!

I have friends who cared about my well being.  They
are so concerned that they went all out to speak off
their minds and shared their concerns with me.

But not without any apology...hehehe

I feel so loved!!

Suraya 

I fasted yesterday with Su. But the one thing I learnt during the day was that I did not say my intentions, so in effect, it's burnt. But heck, I feel good whether or not it's counted. Let's try to start Puasa Enam tomorrow ya... but just remember to speak of the intention!!! Yeah yeah!!!

I've been doing sunnat hajat prayers ever since I've learnt about it on the eve of Raya. It really feels good! It's something about the fasting month that I don't want to let go of. It's a good thing. It's narcotically additive. I get a high when I break my fast then. And you know what? I've a feeling Puasa Enam is for people who do not want to lose the feeling of self-worth.

I agree, I've changed. The words that comes out of my mouth are Ahamdulilah more often than anything! Even Joraimi was surprised with the change in the way I speak! My hands are raised to heaven as with my heart. I seek to purify my mind, body and soul. Even when Ah Ho came, my praises were changed from Ahamduliah, Insya Allah to Thank God & Hopefully! I am sure there are more beautiful words... but I'll settle for this for the time being!!! Hope Fardu Ain classes will teach me more! Amin! Amin!