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My dearest righteous warrior
Amir Hamzah..

The past few days after Ramadhan
has been enlightening
for both of us. It is funny
that we are almost like
husband and wife
living in CG. hehehe..

We cook, play and
entertain guests together.

Isnt it so much fun?

Dear...
I am trying my best to keep
the conversation and
communication alive with you.

What struck me in last night's msn was, you said that
u r gathering enough courage to tell me your problems.
I understand that you do not want to trouble me, but
it troubles me more if you dont share with me. I may
not have the solutions to your problems, but i guess
sharing with me, keeps a load off your chest? I may be
wrong but i dont mind listening to your worries.

You are my one and only love.. how can i not care for
your troubles too? Often, you tell me to share my
concerns with you.

Dearest Dear..
I didnt tame you, you did it on your own. I was just
there supporting you in many wrong ways than right!
hehehe.. everything i did was trial and error.  Do
tell me immediately, when i do something good or not
appropriate.

You have been brave warrior and you continue to show
ur courage and bravery, conquering the uncertainties
and controlling your anger and temper.

No one does it better than you!

Thank you for being with me..

lots of laughs and love,
Suraya 

Don't you think it's so nice to receive such a sweet mail? I do!

It's true, it was only towards the end of Ramadan that I was able to fully see the picture. Why muslims are so motivated to get new clothes, furniture, make the effort to cook and prepare for visits! Ahamdulilah! In all honesty, I wanted to go to Geylang Serai, though I hate crowds. I wanted to feel more! Insya Allah, maybe next year I will... I resolve to prep myself better before next Ramadan! But I refuse to wear the Baju Melayu!!! I look too cute in it lah!

Insya Allah, Su & I can apply for Sri Geylang Seri and get a unit there. I want to be close to a mosque, and I think that it's the best place to be. Sorry Su, your wants of having a seaview unit has to take a back seat for my religious needs. I know you'll understand that the family that I want to build with you, Insya Allah, would be based firmly on the foundation of religion. I want not our children, Insya Allah (four of them!) to go through what I did. I want them to challenge and seek knowledge. I want them and for us too, as parents to continue to be part of the learning chain, Insya Allah!

I am so so blessed. Ok, before any of you think that I have been brain washed... I still mobilise my third finger as well as curse... but sparingly... very sparingly...

I love you Su... even after forever... for forever's too short...

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30 Oct 06'