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I was really looking forward to the celebration of the new muslim year. Afterall, isn't this one of the bigges days of the life of a muslim as well? I simply cannot accept that I missed it. I just can't.

Someone gave a really stupid suggestion that I could do it at home over the phone with her, the supplications I mean. Well... if that were the case, why bother breaking fast in the mosque? Why teraweh there too? Why attend prayers in a group when we can all do it at home right? Stupid.

Why do I look forward to it? Well, call me shallow, I like the doctrine of the event or prayer or whatever the fuck you wanna call it. And it's really Karma! You chide me for not fasting during the fasting month, and now you fucking forget the new year?! Well... right back at cha'. How does it feel? Good? To be blamed for something, which to you, is innocent?

Some people cannot accept the fact that I can attract the opposite sex as easily as I can dominate a conversation. We'll see where this leads. I've said it once, I'll say it again: I'm not hard-up for anything.

jahwsl
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19 Jan 07'