Fly Away

"If we were to be judged based on our intentions alone, I would be king of the planet." This is what a fallen contestant turned judge of the final episode of Survivor said during the Q & A session.

Whatever that has happen with the passing of Ya’akub, should be left there. Those who know him can help by praying, remembering all the wonderful things, mentioned the good deeds and things that he has done, and leave it there.

Her intentions were never good to start with. Stealing the records of Ya’akub’s expenditure only after his death from Su’s room without her permission, creating a ruckus with third party who was financially tied up with Ya’akub during his life, being disrespectful to everyone – good fucking daughter you are.

You left the moment your father died, so that you could take a shower and pick up your parents in law. You left me to settle it handling the body. Not that I am complaining. The way you treat your husband is worst than the way I treat my trash bin. Good fucking Muslim you are.

By counting beans about money left, and accusing Su of being high-handed when you didn’t even visit your own father for months, you have dug your own grave. No one wants to even come close to you now. What more wanting to have the 40^th day prayers at your house. Not one member of the family wants to go near your place, where after more than 2 years since you had it; you’ve never invited anyone there. You even chose to withhold your cell phone number from your dad’s bother. But when your dad died, who was it who arranged everything? You? Your husband? *head shaking*

You can never compare to Su. She held freelance jobs and chose careers with flexible times so that she could look after your dad. You talk about the important decisions you make and the high post you hold, where in fact, all you are is a provider of information. I had people like you working for me before. Lots of them. Su is much smarter than you. And she can achieve much more than you ever will with halve the effort. Dumb fuck.

Su did not prioritize money, rank or material possessions, and that’s why she’s such a well-liked person with strong religious values. Insya Allah, come the day of our wedding, I will take control of all matters and will protect her the way I am meant to. I will allow no one to bully Su, or even any family member for that matter. They now come under my wing.

For I am Amir Hamzah, the fearsome & fearless warrior. I grind my blade and grind it well. My mercy is for those who seek it with sincerity, and my forgiveness is for all who asks from me personally. I fear not death, and I spit at those who try to save their puny asses for the fear of the unknown. For what we do today, will go down in the books of history.

Suhana, you’re a cheap whore whose values lie deep in the pit where cockroaches throw their waste. You traded your father for lesser things, and you despise those who care for him. Now, you will bear the wrath of my blade, for my blade feeds on the suffering of the evil.

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19^th Feb 07’